"I’m not where I need to be, but thank god I’m not where I used to be."
I am REALLY REALLY good at isolating myself and that’s really all I know about me.
Craving human interaction but exhausted by trying to initiate contact.
Also my friend said he was making pumpkin cookies which earlier I had said I wanted to help with so I could bug him and hang out with him but from the way he was flirting with me last time we got drunk I now definitely know he likes me and idk I don’t have the energy to deal with that right now.
I wanted to go out but I’m just so sick of always asking to do things with people because no one ever asks to do anything with me so when I ask 4 different people to go with me and they all decline well that’s my limit I guess idk i didn’t feel like asking anyone else I don’t like feeling needy
(I only bring this up b/c a mass team text was sent saying if we’re not at the party we better have a good excuse and well that’s why I’m not there even though I’d like to be) (it helps to know that it’s not close enough where I feel comfortable walking alone at night)